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The Suffering 'Poem'
I grabbed my reflection by the neck
but if fled in a hundred pieces.
And embedded sharp problems into my person.
Left to echo remnants of failure into my eyes.
I crushed to my shadow.
but the ground crumbled under my feet.
Entrapped me so that my shadow may overtake me.
And remind me of the person I have shaped to be.
I lied to my soul,
but it retracted itself within my body.
Hidden away to depths greater than my own perception.
Lost within itself, impossible to return on its own terms.
I erased my thoughts.
but they reformed every time.
Darker and angrier. Now they attempt to erase me.
And I slowly feel myself becoming transparent.
I clenched at my every breath.
but they escaped through the cracks of my fingers.
Left me gasping for air to replace the void.
Yet the void goes unfilled and closes permantly.
But I just looked at my heart.
because it didn't need to be destroyed.
It had destroyed itself, unable to exist without
Last Request 'Poem'
Nothing can repair,
So I may acquire.
May it quicken my death,
Still is my desire.
Feed my addiction,
Become my supplier.
Be that guilty pleasure
As I expire.
Become that cigarette,
That takes my last breath.
Be the last bite,
As I choke to death.
Be the ending word,
That I will not speak.
Be the only tear,
That fails to leak.
Be the smile that,
I strain to make.
Be that final step,
That I cannot take.
A shadow is cast,
Whenever there is light.
So do not doubt,
If your choice is right.
Just turn the knife,
And let me bleed.
Let my desire,
Become what I need.
To finish this life,
And all that is left.
Bring forth my happiness,
Onto my death.
Do not think as hurt,
Yet consider it help.
For no more damage can be done,
From what already has been dealt.
Please, do what I ask,
For it is best.
Kill me now,
For it is my last request.
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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