The Suffering 'Poem'The SufferingI grabbed my reflection by the neck
but if fled in a hundred pieces.And embedded sharp problems into my person.Left to echo remnants of failure into my eyes.I crushed to my shadow.
but the ground crumbled under my feet.Entrapped me so that my shadow may overtake me.And remind me of the person I have shaped to be.I lied to my soul,
but it retracted itself within my body.Hidden away to depths greater than my own perception.Lost within itself, impossible to return on its own terms.I erased my thoughts.
but they reformed every time.Darker and angrier. Now they attempt to erase me.And I slowly feel myself becoming transparent.I clenched at my every breath.
but they escaped through the cracks of my fingers.Left me gasping for air to replace the void.Yet the void goes unfilled and closes permantly.But I just looked at my heart.
because it didn't need to be destroyed.It had destroyed itself, unable to exist without
Last Request 'Poem'Last RequestNothing can repair,So I may acquire.May it quicken my death,Still is my desire.Feed my addiction,Become my supplier.Be that guilty pleasureAs I expire.Become that cigarette,That takes my last breath.Be the last bite,As I choke to death.Be the ending word,That I will not speak.Be the only tear,That fails to leak.Be the smile that,I strain to make.Be that final step,That I cannot take.A shadow is cast,Whenever there is light.So do not doubt,If your choice is right.Just turn the knife,And let me bleed.Let my desire,Become what I need.To finish this life,And all that is left.Bring forth my happiness,Onto my death.Do not think as hurt,Yet consider it help.For no more damage can be done,From what already has been dealt.Please, do what I ask,For it is best.Kill me now,For it is my last request.私は、あなたが私を殺すためにしたく